Jesus loves you!!! You are not invisible!!
God sees your pain and He knows what you are going through!!!
You are the pearl of great price that He paid everything to purchase with His own blood by a torturous death on the cross. He knows what suffering is, and He paid the ultimate price of suffering so that YOU could be healed!
His love will melt your heart and take away your suffering, both now and forever! For real!!!
It's not a fairy tale. That's how good God is and how much He loves you!
Start reading the Bible and really thinking about what it says and you will start to see what I mean.
Try applying in other fields.
Like working with mental retarded/developmental disabled population.
I used to work in that field as a professional. We used to hire teachers alot.
Even those in paraprofessional positions made good money. Those working in group homes do well too.
Also, try applying for jobs with children protective services, department of social services/dept of human services.
Maybe, you could offer tutoring services.
Well, these are just a few ideas.
If you have already tried these, then please disregard this post.